
Spring is well underway here in Portland, and it is dazzling: Deep blue crocuses, blazing yellow daffodils, pink cherry and white pear trees, willows dangling strands of spring-green leaves. A walk down the street brings perfumed waves from an exceptionally sweet-scented flowering bush, name unknown even to the son of horticulturists.
Plus we've had a week—a week!—of blue skies. I've had to dig out my sunglasses. The snowy peak of Mt. Hood (invisible on grey days) rises like a giant ice cream cone on the eastern horizon, a site that never fails to startle and delight.
It occurs to me lately that I've been cheating on Portland. Just after we arrived here in December, I got the teeniest of email responses to an inquiry about a job opening in Santa Fe. In this job market, that passes for encouragement. Immediately, my imagination seized on living there, not here.
When perusing real estate listings here (a favorite time-sink), I succumb to an urge to compare them with housing prices there. Craiglist rental listings, ditto. Is it my imagination, or do prices seem lower in Santa Fe than here?
Walking among tall firs and cedars, I think of cottonwoods and the scent of sage. Here in the land of deep green, I dream of deserts.
Long ago I realized I was about places the way some folks are about relationships: always curious about what else is out there. Love the limerence, the new, the discovery, the first flush of romance.
But I do commit while I'm wherever I am. A serial geographist, Nolan once called me. So it's unusual to be in one new place dreaming of another.
I suppose it has to do with our general up-in-the-airness. Even aside from wondering whether we can hack the rain (and the muddy dog), will we find work in Portland? Or anywhere? If gigs are the new jobs, is this the best place to hunker down, or should we look for someplace cheaper?

Although Hanz is parked for now, we're still more or less camping here in our month-to-month house, with all the stuff that makes home home still stored in L.A. Not, I hasten to add, that home isn't where Nolan and the pooch and, for that matter, Hanz are, but living with essentially what we could fit in a VW van isn't exactly…settled.
Anyway, three months later, all quiet on the Santa Fe front. I suspect that the money for the position—it was a newspaper job after all (what was I thinking??)—has disappeared. Newspapers these days will break your heart.
But what's not to like about Portland in the springtime? We may not yet know if this is The Place, but I'm here now.
—M.E.